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Body dysmorphia has been an issue for me and has always held me back. I use to be ashamed of not being able to gain weight. The high metabolism didn't do me any justice. It bothered me alot! People also would test me; think they could bully and defeat me due to being slim. My journey finally ended with acceptance of myself.
At first, one thing I use to do that I don't anymore is compare myself to others. Mrizzy03, it's okay to not be as big as Dewyane the Rock Johnson or Lebron James, it's okay to be a slim bony guy. I try not to drink the sugary protein muscle gainer shakes, when I do they never seem to work. I decided to take it easy, don't stress and worry. Anxiety and doubt I had to shake the negative energy out my body. Even though it might seem unscrupulous to me, that people tell me nothing is wrong with my body, stop making a big deal out of nothing, in my head their is something wrong.
Next, I then would see other people with different body types, and hear their testimonies about dealing with their body appearance issues. It made me feel better and comfortable in my own skin. I also thought and made a list of all the advantages of being a slim guy! The pros outweighed the cons! In conclusion, as the old saying goes, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I realized is that even though being insanely buff is not attainable, being toned in my biceps and triceps area can be toned to give me a more defined look. Their are a lot of athletes that are not physically buff but they play like they are big and mighty, like a Lional Messi. Even though I might feel small physically, I tell myself just know mrizzy03 you are courageous, tough, and rich mentally, spirit, and in character. I look in the mirror and tell myself, I Mrizzy03 I am enough! My body and physique, does not defy me!

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This is my exp, I don't care who gets in their feelings. Too much subtle and open racism on this site. Not fun anymore logging on anymore. I am 32 and retired, I have my own car, house, and my own money. I dont have to be miserable at a 9-5 and take my anger out on random people online. I don't have to use anybody on here. I have been on here since 2021 and have been harassed by white men from all over United States, Europe, and Canada.
The worst part is their face is not shown. They send me weird messages like I am obligated to travel all the way to them and be a fool, lead on to meet up when its a joke and their not serious, this is not safe. Also had one person send me blank challenge invite, no face shown nor video chat done, then said they were in my area which was weird and unsafe. This site is for making friends and bonding through the arts. This is not a site to harass and tease a Black and Brown person like myself, also this site is not used to lure people in a unsafe manner. You all are giving off same vibes Jeffrey Dahmer.
I don't subscribe, break bread, nor sit at the table with racist white supremacist thrash🚮. People will tell you to stop playing race card and bating, when my Black American, Black Afro Latino, Native American, and Malagasy/Bangladeshi Austronesian/Asian ancestors are not the ones who invented that ugly unscrupulous practice of chattel slavery and racism. I am taking the negative racist energy and I am returning it back to sender. I'm a Tribe of one I stand alone, and will always challenge injustice!✊🏿 ☮ 🇲🇬🇵🇷🇧🇩

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Going to my first pro MMA fight. I can't wait to see the fights on March 10th at SAP Center in San Jose CA. It will be an awesome time and for the main event, I am going for Henderson to be the winner. I cant wait for this experience. The match wll be on Showtime so you all might see me in ol Mrizzy03thisvid fashion. Alright have a great week all, I sure will! www.bellator.com/event/308

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In honor of Black history month and the reason I speak Portuguese and Bengali is because, I have strong warrior ancestors who lived on St Helena Island Tristian Da Cunha. I just wanted to share the story of my Kongo ancestor from Angola, taken to St Helena Tristian Da Cunha Island. Just quick hidden history of the island of St Helena where my ancestors lived and were born on in the late 1700's before coming to America in 1777.
My Afro Portuguese African ancestor was from Angola and spoke Kongo and Portuguese and eventually English. This is why I speak Portuguese. West Central Africa Is another name for Angola and the Congo. My ancestor from Angola met my other ancestor who was of Bangladeshi origin and were born on the British island of St Helena Tristian Da Cunha. Their child was sent to the Untied states in 1777 and became part of my blood line.
It is really cool to have roots from here. I encourage people to check St Helena out, very interesting history. I am glad I know this history and can tell others as well as help others maybe research their own ancestry from the island. Have a great week all, thanks for reading!

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