I'm gonna have my first meeting in less than two weeks. Gonna travel for it and fighting immediately 3 guys if it all works out.
I wrote it already in my blog, for me this will be a big step out of my comfort zone. Meeting three unknown men in a unknown city, doing unprepared things, having body contact and expose myself (nobody comes ever close to me).
It will be a mindfuck anyway, so I decided to kick myself into direct action. :)
Since my fear of hurting others is big, my tactic will be passive, responsive and slow. The worst that could happen (shock!) is me sent away because I'm not capable of fighting safe and sane.
Gonna write here my first experience how it was then.
Welpe (8 )
4/16/2017 7:00 PMHello.
I'm gonna have my first meeting in less than two weeks. Gonna travel for it and fighting immediately 3 guys if it all works out.
I wrote it already in my blog, for me this will be a big step out of my comfort zone. Meeting three unknown men in a unknown city, doing unprepared things, having body contact and expose myself (nobody comes ever close to me).
It will be a mindfuck anyway, so I decided to kick myself into direct action. :)
Since my fear of hurting others is big, my tactic will be passive, responsive and slow. The worst that could happen (shock!) is me sent away because I'm not capable of fighting safe and sane.
Gonna write here my first experience how it was then.