Part 2

그 날이후 과장님은 나와 눈조차 마주치지 않았다. 물론 이전에도 감히 내가 편하게 말을 건낼 수 있는 분은 아니었지만, 그래도 지나치며 깍듯이 인사하면 부드럽게 웃으며 받아주시던 분이었다.

그 날 … 우리가 서로를 알아본 후 과장님은 서둘러 샤워를 마쳤다. 난 서둘러 도망치는 과장님에게 말을 걸 수도 말릴 수도 없었다. 물론 과장님이라는 것을 알기 전까지의 나는 어떻게든 다시 만나고 싶었던 사람이었다. 적절하게 빠진 몸에 내가 안고 깊숙이 들어갈 때 마다 남자다운 신음을 내는 말 그대로 내 이상형 그 자체였다. 다른 사람들이 간 후, 난 그에게서 연락처를 물어 어떻게든 내 소유로 만들고 싶었지만, 그가 내 상관이라는 것을 알아차린 이후 계속해 그의 눈치를 살피고 있었다.

매일같이 살얼음을 걷는 기분으로 지낸지 4일만에 당시 과장님과 함께 플레이 했던 친구들에게서 연락이 왔다.

[야 너 우리 가고 난 다음에 그 아저씨한테 뭐 했어?]

갑자기 뜬금없이?

[하긴 무슨 짓을 해. 너희 씻고 나도 씼었고 그 아저씨도 잘 씻고 나왔어. 갑자기 그걸 왜 물어?]

[이번 주 주말에도 같이 놀까해서 연락했는데, 아저씨가 이제 그만 만나재. 그래서 우리가 뭐 실수한 것 있느냐 물었더니 그런게 아니래. 우리가 실수한게 아니면 뭐? 너 밖에 더 있어?]

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뭔가 잘못되어가는 느낌이 확 들었다. 순간 고개를 들어 과자님을 봤는데 마침 과장님도 내쪽을 보고 있었다. 우리는 서로 눈이 마주쳤고 깜짝 놀랐는데 과장님이 내 눈을 먼저 피했다.

…?

난 찹찹한 마음에 담배라도 피우기 위해 비상 계단으로 향했다. 누구와도 마주치고 싶지 않아 한층 올라간 위에서 담배를 꺼내 무는데 아래쪽에서 문소리가 나며 누군가 나왔다.

“과장님 요즘들어 많이 이상하시지 않아요?”

“그러게 생전 계산 같은거 틀리시는 분이 아닌데, 요즘 잘 틀리시는 것 같애. “

“그러니까요. 저도 좀 이상해서 오늘은 일부러 아예 틀린 계산을 가져갔거든요. 그런데도 그냥 사인해서 주시더라니까요. “

“무슨 일 있으신가? 사모랑 싸웠나?”

“과장님 미혼이라던데요?”

“그럼 왜 그러시지? 뭔가 나사가 하나 빠진 느낌인데…”

난 아래층에서 그들이 말한 과장님이 바로 그 라는 걸 알 수 있었다. 그 사람도 걱정을 하고 있긴 마찬가지였고, 우리는 지금 서로를 견재하는 중이었던 것이다.

“이래서야 원…”

난 아무 서류철을 하나 들고 과감히 과장님 책상으로 향했다. 그리고 서류철을 펼쳐 바로 그 앞에 놓으며

‘과장님 검토 좀 부탁드립니다.’ 라고 말했다. 서류철 안에는 ‘오늘저녁 퇴근후에 ‘동경관’ 이자카야 에서 뵙고 싶습니다. 꼭 드릴 말씀이 있습니다.’ 라고 쓰여진 포스트 잇이 있었다.

순간 내 얼굴을 쳐다보는 과장님은 건장한 덩치와는 어울리지 않게 얼굴이 빨갛게 익은채로 곤란하다는 인상을 짖고 있었다. ‘이거봐. 중년이 이렇게 귀여우면 이건 반칙이지..’

난 겁도 없이 과장님의 팬을 쥔 오른 손을 잡고 거침없이 서류에 ‘OK?’ 라고 큼직하게 썼다. 하지만 여전히 곤란한 표정을 하며 어쩔 줄 몰라하는 그를 향해 난 손가락을 들어 좌우로 흔들며 ‘절대 거절은 곤란하다.’ 는 제스츄어를 해 보였다.

여전히 붉게 물든 얼굴을 한 과장님이 결제란에 Ok 라며 사인한 것을 받아들고 난 유유히 자리로 돌아왔다. 그동안 걱정했었던 마음과는 달리 어쩔 줄 몰라하는 그를 보니 왠지 더 괴롭히고 싶은 마음이 동하며 자신감이 넘치기 시작했다.

퇴근 후…

난 먼저 술집으로 가 특별히 격리된 룸으로 예약한 후 간간히 문자를 교환하며 미리 음식을 한꺼번에 내오게 한 후 그가 오기를 기다렸다.

잠시 후 문이 열리며 늘 회사에서만 보던 근엄하던 과장님이 들어왔다. 여전히 어쩔 줄 몰라 했고, 두리번 거리며 엉거주춤 내 맞은 편에 앉았다.

“한잔 받으세요. 과장님. “

그는 잔을 들지도 않은 채 그냥 날 노려보고 있었다. 머쓱해진 내 스스로 과장님의 잔을 들고 술을 따른 후 그 앞에 내려두었다. 그리고 내 잔에도 술을 따르자.

“무슨 생각이야?”

라며 화난 얼굴로 내게 물었다.

“그냥 과장님인걸 알고 처음엔 좀 놀랐지만, 뭐 전 그 때 너무 과장님이랑 시합한게 좋았고, 계속 만나고 싶었거든요. 그래서 다시 만나자는 얘길 드릴려구요. “
“헛소리 그만해. 이제 끝이야. 나도 잊을 테니까 자네도 잊어. “

그리고 그는 냉큼 일어나 나가려고 했다.

“어어?”

난 재빨리 일어나 막 문 손잡이를 잡고 나가려는 그의 목을 뒤에서 팔로 조였다.

“허억…”

그리고는 내 팔을 손으로 잡고 매달리는 그의 젓꼭지를 집어 비틀며, 그의 귓볼을 핥았다.

“이 좁은 곳에서 저희 같은 거구가 뒹굴면 아마 난리가 나겠죠? 전 그래도 과장님이 나가려고 하시면 요 앞에 만났을 때 했던것 처럼 과장님을 꼼짝 못하게 할건데… 어떻게 괜찮으시겠어요?”

그리고 난 손을 내려 과장의 앞섭을 움켜쥐고 주물럭 거렸다.

“하악…”

내 손이 닿자마자 과장님의 음경은 기다렸다는 듯이 부풀어 오르게 시작했다.

“이거보세요. 몸이 이렇게 정직하다니까요. “

그리고 그를 뒤로 끌며 계속해 그의 궛볼을 핥았다. 그리고는 그를 앉히 후에… 넥타이를 풀어 젖히고 맞은편에 다시 앉았다.

“자 일단 한잔 하시죠.”

이미 잔뜩 부풀어 오른 앞섭을 한 채로는 과장님도 문 밖을 나서긴 어려울 터라 여기고 난 다시금 술잔을 내밀었다. 과장님은 마지 못해 잔을 들고 나와 건배 했다. 난 술잔을 놓고 냉큼 과장님 옆자리로 갔다.

그리고 과장님 목에 팔을 두른 후 가슴을 움켜 쥐며 과장님의 입술에 키스 했다.

갑작스런 내 대담한 행동에 당황한 과장님은 날 밀며 벗어나려 했지만, 난 되려 그를 뒤로 눕히며 더욱 대담하게 그를 덥쳤다. 그리고 완전히 그의 입을 가로 막고 그의 양손을 머리위로 젖혀 한 팔로 누른 다음 셔츠 단추를 풀고 그의 맨살의 근육질 가슴을 더듬었다.

상 밑에 깔려진 그의 다리가 버둥댔지만 차마 음식이 차려진 상을 차내지 못했고 난 계속해서 가슴에서 아래로 내려가며 그의 다부진 몸을 주물러 댔다.

“그만… 우웁 ...그만… 그만…”

난 과장님의 허리띠 안으로 손을 넣어 이미 프리컴을 흘리며 미끈대는 과장님의 음경을 쥐고 흔들며 과장의 가슴을 빨아댔다.
“하악… 아.. 안돼. 하악…”

난 고개를 들고 어쩔 줄 몰라하며 상기된 과장의 얼굴을 보며 말했다.

“하하하. 이런 주제에 그만 본다구요? 웃기지도 않네요.”

난 옆으로 고개를 젖힌 채 분하다는 듯 이를 앙무는 그를 주물러 터트리고 싶을 만큼 흥분했다.

Hey I am a beginner boxer that would like to box nude with low blows and I wonder who will fight me with their manhood showing and have our cocks showing as well so if you want to fight me message me here

So I quickly come up with a solution to determine the Champ once and for all buy I must have their buy in.
I explain "Both of you have proven your physical strength and endurance and I can safely say neither one of you are superior over the other, so the championship will be awarded to the stud that can hold his load the longest. In other words the guy who shoots first will concede the championship to the other. Are both of you in? and OK with this?" They look at each, other still breathing heavily from the previous competition, and both agree they are in. "Perfect" I respond, "I will administer the challenge!" They looked puzzled and said ok. "Let's begin."
I tie both their hands to the chin-up bar, with approximately 4 feet between them, leaving enough slack so they can flex their guns. Apparently John is turned on by bondage as I see his dick harden when I fastened his hands and I think this will be fun.
Both men are still puzzled. I explain that I will be touching, tickling and edging both of you simultaneously until one of you cannot take it anymore and shoot a load.The visual of me arousing your opponent will add to the excitement along with the moans you both will emit. Both men are close enough where I can service both of them at once. I notice that both men are already getting aroused and I haven't even touched them.
I thought I died and went to heaven, before me were these two massive muscled hunks and they were under my control. I felt my hardened dick leaking and my heart pounding.
I command they both flex their biceps and I pull their wrestling trans down to their ankles as they flex. not They are now fully exposed. Both men are semi hard now, maybe 7.5" with nicely shaped mushroom heads. I tell them to relax their biceps. I run my finger under each mans armpit and both are ticklish. I tell them to flex biceps again and begin to rub them and watch their dicks stiffen. I order them to flex their abs and I rub them as well moving my hand up and down as they flex. I use my index and middle finger and encircle each and nipple and then flick the eraser heads. John moans and Paul yells "oh fuck!" Now both mens dicks are standing at attention. I say," you both like that?" they moan again. "Remember the guy that shoots first is the loser". Both are breathing heavily. I now know both men have wired nipples. "FLEX, FLEX" I command and they obey. I bring my hands down and cup their hardened scrotums and gently squeeze their balls, "Fuck!!" they scream in unison. I wrap each mans dick in my forefinger and thumb and move up and down their shafts. Both men are extremely hard and may be close to loosing control. so I back off and let them cool down a bit. I am having too much pleasure to end this so soon...lol. I tickle them thinking that will soften their cocks but they are both so aroused and excited and standing at attention. I begin to rub their inner thighs. John exclaims "you are killing me!" Paul says "I will not cum first". I again attack their nipples and both me are moaning with pleasure. I immediately move back down to their beautifully hardened scrotum and cocks and gently rub and squeeze and play. John exclaims "I can't take any more" but I notice that Paul's dick is beginning to leak and he is looking zoned out.
Suddenly Paul lets out a scream and shoots a load 4 feet across the room "FUCK YEAH!!!!"
It's done....John is the CHAMP!
I tell John to let go, He screams "NOOOO!" I bend down and lick the head of his throbbing cock and
he shoots his load.
Both men are totally spent!
The end?
Each one approached me alone and said they would like to repeat this again in private.
Of course I agreed....LOL :)'

Do you remember when you discovered that pro wrestling turned you on? I do. I was 10. Watching wrestling with my dad. Andre the Giant came on. He was so massive at 500 plus lbs, those boots were enormous, the announcer said they are size 24.

Anyway, Andre proceeded to squash the lucky guy in the turnbuckle with his huge butt. After falling to the mat near the turnbuckle, Andre sat on him. I immediately perked up. What happened during the next five minutes changed me for the rest of my life.
Andre slammed the guy in the middle of the ring, put his huge boot on top of his stomach and slowly stepped up and over. The guy was clutching his gut in a obvious pain. A kick in the gut by Andre flew the guy across the ring near the ropes. Andre methodically walked to him, placed his boot on the guys stomach and stepped up, placing the other boot down. Andre the Giant was standing on him. I don't know how long he stood there, but I wondered if the guy was going to die. Andre got off, the guy lived. The end of the match doesn't matter. I had seen all I needed.

Hence I began my lifelong obsession to be stood on by someone as big as the Giant. So far I've reached 350. But I'm not giving up. He's out there ready to squash my fantasy. Literally.

I needed to post a tribute to a wonderful member who recently passed on. Rangerboots was a special man, and I am glad he had the love and support of Ozboxer, his partner and equally beautiful man.
John, you will always be remembered by us. You were an inspiration.

I've been wrestling on and off since 2010. In that time I've met around 30 people to wrestle, one of them became my partner. Others have become good friends.

Others have caused me some anxiety. I'm a naturally anxious person and I often over think and have a tendency to consider the worst scenario, even if the reality is nowhere near that bad.

Recently I've been hurt by a couple of people I thought were my friend, people that I've invested significant emotion into by telling them about myself and allowing them into my lives. It's a slow dawn but I realise that I've blurred the boundaries between my wrestling life and my real life. This has done nothing but to increase my anxiety.

There was a time when I gave out my telephone number to anyone that asked for it, usually as it was easier than having to log into the site. I now don't give it out to anyone.

Can I ask how people do manage the balance? What steps can you take to make sure that these boundaries do not become blurred. Or am I overthinking it??

Well guys, it's that time again I've spotted another new member join and leave the site again within a matter of weeks this member repeatedly joins every couple months and then leaves. In the last 2 hours the member posted a match request on the site and then lo and behold leaves the site soon after. Also he raised a query asking what colour gear would suit him best. Perhaps gear that would entice him to a meet regardless of colour would suffice

I understand people have reasons , however, I cannot see the logic in doing this repeatedly. The bloke never has any past oppos, as no one has chance to meet him before he leaves again, and when he rejoins there is no mention on his profile of "I'm on and off this site guys" he rejoins as if he is a brand new member.

We have the function to report no shows and fake profiles, is it not time we have a function re the prolific rejoinees who will never meet for real.

I apologise in advance if anyone takes offence to this blog entry it's my opinion and I just don't agree with the fact this member and others will do this constantly and waste genuine members time.

so it was down to the internet and magazines that I found BG enterprise and BG East which catered for different types of wrestling including erotic wrestling - most of the stars to start off with were also porn stars but it was hot to see them wrestle and also get hot later.

The best wrestlers and using wrestling and add erotic moves to each were Kid Leopard and Scott Roges who went dark and even hotter.Kid taught those moves to Kid Vicious and he turned them into his moves with his signature. His erotic fights are legend to me and I have just about all of them. He also wrestled some of the hottest twinks. They included Liam. Robert Reyn, Mr Daly, Buddy and so many more.

my favourite nowadays has changed as the older wrestlers are not in new videos. loved Kayden Kellor, Ty Alexander, Johnny firestorm - Mason Brooks - he is so gorgeous.
Billy Lodi, Devon Cade, Jarret Cole, Brandon Aldrich, Rusty Ansen, Christian Taylor,
Len Harder, Skip Vance, Drake Marcos, Mike Martin, Ehtan Prior, Demolition Dave,

of course it all began in the 1980s with the world of sport stars in colour. There were new young wretlers added to the other good wrestlers. They included Johnny Kidd, Mal Saunders, Greg Valentine, Danny boy Collins, Big Ben, Kid McCoy, Ian McGreggor, Robbie Brookside, Dynamite Kid, Keith Hayward and many others.

hot men in trunks and hot boots and also singlets - some of the matches were evened matched, some one sided and some even funny. it was hot and also there was the fantasy of wanting it go further and be more erotic and have fun with the gear too.

what was hot seeing these wrestlers wrestle in person like Greg and Mal and Johnny and Danny and others. even talking to Greg who was far more beautiful in person and that day he wore red trunks, hot boots, red socks and he was so hot.

so this is where it lead - with the internet finding people in the same kind of wrestling.and before was the grapevine wrstling magazine ran by Ian scott later on.

one of the first pictures and profile was demolition Dave and he was in a hot singlet with blue boots and blue socks and it was so hot. He then went to star in BG East videos and Bulldog, my favourite later videos had hot scenes in them which i liked better like the after wrestling with slugger - it was so hot and I wished he was doing that to me. This is led to other sites.

so in the early days I met people into wrestling through a phone line and I met Tom and he was attractive and looked like a friend of mine and he loved Addidas gear and he looked great in it too.

We spent the day wrestling and also havin fun too and even watched some old shows and series too.

he was the first and it was erotic wrestling and the best. This was going to lead to other matches. I usually get to know people as people and what they like before I meet them. some people meet people very quickly but that can get into disappointing situations. you have to know what someone likes and they have to know what you like so you can have an enjoyable match. this cannot happen if someone is looking to meet you but clearlty not into the same thing.

wrestling is very intimate so I do agree that people should be clean but also that is another reason it has to be about mutual respect and fun. playing roles can be fun and acting out fantasies can be good in wrestling with added attitude and trash talk - for fun too.

I get a lot of ideas from the BG pictures and videos.